It was almost more than two years that i broke with my ex-boyfriend.but i was not completely able to forgot him.he was there with me somewhere may be in thoughts,my dreams ,my mind.I was somewhere wanted to be back with him or atleast talk talk to him for once because once he was my bestest friend but somewhere my trust and fate in him was lost.My whole life was shattered and the two years of my life was wasted and spend in cries because because of him..

I was so deprssed that I just wanted to end up everything and ran away somewhere.Sometimes even killing myself was thought that came to my mind as i have spend some most beautiful moments with him...

Well i met him for the first time in my 11th std and since then we were best of best buddies...we use to share every small thing ,an this is how we came in relation .Its been 8 years we were togahter and never ever dreamt that we will be apart as everything was going smooth between us...

And all of sudden on fine day everything ended...and I had to face the reality and biggest trauma that this relation was ended and it was just fake one as he never loved me,he cheated me on my back for eight long years ,he was using me for his needs and I never ever realised it.....So stupid and blind was I in his love...

For 2years and more i was cursing ,blaming and punishing myself for being in love with such a person...I was not able to trust anyone and even tried to cut my social circle.I thought that love will never happen to me again but after two years something happened and my life changed....

----- priyanka...